Super-Secret Post Originally written end-of-month-#8 Life has been overhauled and our plan got a bit changed as a result.
Super-Secret Post Originally written end-of-month-#7 So I’ve been tracking ovulation and even decided to take pregnancy tests when my period doesn’t come early.
Super-Secret Post Originally written at the end of month #7 Whoops – been really busy lately and lost track of the updates. Sorry about that. The April/May “month” was a bust as well.
A few cycles back, I realized something while counting which blew my mind with just how terrible I am at date math.
Super-Secret Post Originally written end-of-month-#6 It’s a testament to my habit forming that I’ve stopped assuming in going to be pregnant soon. I vaguely know that the fall might have a pregnancy but I’m forgetting that it might throw my Christmas into disarray, and when I make plans for the next couple months I assume trying will be a part of them. This is now business as usual.
Super-Secret Post Originally written at the beginning of Month 6 (Mid-March) I spent a lot of time regrouping after my “take charge” plan failed so flat last round and decided to try the “not trying” thing. Ridiculous, right? I know it’s not supposed to be a strategy, sort of, you know, by definition, but I’ll take a swing at it anyway.
Super-secret Post Originally written end-of-month-#5 March: no. Didn’t have much time to dwell on it since I was busy having a great time back where I went to school. Did drink myself slightly sick and accidentally send my confidant under the table. The only other thing to mention is that the month labels start to fail soon, so the next “month” is March/April. Turns out a month is not 26 days.
Super-secret Post Originally written beginning-of-month-#5 (“March”)) During March, I am super-paranoid about factors under my control.
Super-secret Post Written mid- and end-of-February February is filled with ugly and nothing to show for it.
Super-Secret Post Originally written end of January I’m someone who has been involving, um, everyone in this process, but yesterday, today, and tomorrow morning, I’m all alone. After I thought I had a No for January, suddenly it looked like Not a No. My period is now 4 days late. It’s never even been 3 days late before. But, after already reporting No to my husband and The One Friend Who Is In The Loop, I don’t want to retract […]